Tuesday, June 30, 2009

help!

pirate
"go take my online survey...or I'll slaughter you"

It's been a year away from work. Well, student life is coming to an end in a few months' time, and I'm wrapping it up with a dissertation on independent art spaces in Singapore (e.g. spaces like good ol' Substation and this, among others.)

So friends, I'll appreciate it if you can take a few minutes to complete an online opinon survey about art spaces in Singapore. There're about 9 multiple-choice questions. I'll be sure to update you about some of the findings at the end of the month.

Click here now to take survey.

Sunday, June 28, 2009

venue.

ello. been awhile then.

tmr's gp will be at A302.

and tues econ at a211.

and thurs chem at.... HALL. bet we will love that.

and fri math at a303.


do note the venues as there will not be assembly for the wk.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Heyyyyy everyone :D LAST DAY (of mugging before the tests start HAHA), but nvm, we can do this! :D we really can! (: even if cannot, you keep thinking you can, then really can alr :D

Okay, Corinananana just reminded me, no exam can pass without this yupp! :D 6V tradition (:


MySpace Countdowns

JIAYOU EVERYONE (:
-jm!

Friday, June 26, 2009

Fourth of July Memories


In honor of the 4th of July holiday, this flag listed on my website is being offered at a sale of 15% off the regular price. Mention this blog posting on your order form to get this special price!

As another 4th of July quickly approaches, I'm reminded of days gone by. Our 4th of July celebrations have always started with the big parade held every year in Winslow (our hometown). We have participated in this parade over the years as well as being observers.

One year, my son Adam, agreed to let me create a huge banana split made out of various fabrics to place over a riding lawn mower to drive in the parade. We owned an ice cream shop at the time and felt it would be good advertising. Adam was a hit in the parade, doing 360's with the banana split to the delight of the crowd.

Another year, Kim, an employee of ours, agreed to let me create yet another ice cream product, this time for her to wear in the parade. I created an ice cream cone, again with fabric and a hula hoop to support the brown fabric ice cream on top of the cone. She wore a red baseball cap as the cherry on top. She handed out discount cards and was a great sport. It is a long parade and the day was one of our warmest. She walked the whole parade, waving to the crowd and really enjoying herself. Some people did think she looked like a cupcake though because she isn't very tall.

Another year, Adam & Chris (my other son), decorated a golf cart from my in-law's driving range next to the ice cream shop with signs advertising the range. In the back of the cart, they made a golfer out of two by fours, who was wearing a golf shirt, shorts, & cap, and holding a golf club - teeing off. Other employees carried water guns to cool off the crowd. Again, it got applause from the spectators, who were also welcoming the relief from the heat. They also through out candy to the young children, who were chasing all of the floats to see how much candy they could collect.

One of the most memorable July 4th's included a parade again, but not the parade in our hometown. This one was just as much fun but on a much smaller scale. My mom had suffered a severe stroke and had other serious health issues as a result afterward. She unfortunately was unable to live alone any longer and we all had to make the most difficult decision of having her move into an assisted living facility. It was a lovely place, but it is never like home...

In the two years that she lived there, I got to know quite a few of the residents quite well. They looked as forward to visits by my brothers and sisters and I as my mother did. Some of them did not get alot of company because their families did not live close by. I come from a family of six children; 4 of us who lived fairly close by and visited all the time.

Ironically enough, most of the residents were women. Mom and I decided to form a Red Hat group at the facility. She was the Queen and I was her right hand. I received a generous donation from the company that I work for and used it to pay for the membership as well as buy several red hats, some ribbon, & assorted red & purple flowers. I then decorated the hats with the flowers and ribbon to give to the members as they were signed up. We signed up quite a few ladies, although some were hesitant at first and didn't really know what the Red Hatters were all about. I'll talk more about our group - The Red Hot Mama's in a future blog posting.

This particular year, we decided to have our own parade right in the circular drive in front of the assisted living building as most of the ladies hadn't been to a parade in many years. We purchased flags for the ladies and some decorations. We decorated many wheelchairs, walkers, and canes in red, white, & blue streamers. I enlisted two of my brothers and their wives and small children to participate in our parade. They decorated the children's wagons and bikes and gave them balloons and flags to carry. Any of the Red Hatters that wanted or could participate did. Some were pushed in their wheelchairs and a couple of them walked with their walkers. They wore their red hats and carried the flags with pride. The other ladies lined up on the front porches to participate from the sidelines. My brother John had recorded marching band music, which we had playing from the porch.

The ladies were so thrilled with our homemade parade that we went around the circular drive twice in time to the lively music. We followed it up with an ice cream social in the dining hall for all the residents. It was the highpoint of the weekend for all of them as well as for us!

Thursday, June 25, 2009

here, not there

After Transformers on Wednesday, I can confidently say Here was definitely more enjoyable. It was playful and beautifully filmed, playing up the density of nature and the cold concrete of the hospital. Friends, if you are thinking of visiting the cinema today, why not spend your 90minutes and $8.50 on a film by Singapore artist and filmmaker Ho Tzu Nyen at the Picturehouse/Cathay?

Warning: Spoilers ahead



Here's film-within-a-film (within-a-film...) structure is not new. But it did give rise to some interesting devices. The mockumentary and multiple "videos" made of and by the mental patients constantly shift the audience's gaze, keeping our curiosity about the screen. In one transition, the closeup of a tree outside a window blurs seamlessly into what an impressionist rendering of the image would be, a sublime moment of nature, colour and transformation that takes the viewer in.

Another device of introducing each character via a shot of their signature on a consent form (consent for participating in the "documentary") takes place throughout almost 90% of the film. This serves as a kind of default opening credits. Of course, this could mean that the film that we are watching is, in effect, only the repeated opening and closing sequence of the lead actor killing his wife, followed by his arrival at the Island Mental Hospital.

This loop of action and arrival - is it meant to reflect the mental patients' state of being trapped in their particular moment of criminal action or obsession? Or is it in fact reflective of their conscious choice to remain in their "here" and "inside", the safe "island hospital" where they are happily drugged and made to perform repetitive tasks that aim to condition them for the world "outside"?


"The island hospital", supposed to be previously an actual asylum. Photo taken from here

For J, the film was rescued from contrivance by the "non-acting" of the amateur actors, giving it the charm of a mockumentary. Plus you can't deny the humour with some of the characterisation and situations. The wannebe-actress auntie and the toastmaster man...J recalls and impersonates over lunch today.

But for me, there are places where the film's cleverness inevitably runs into contrivance. Scattered through the film are the usual predictable references to the state of being "here in Singapore", an island. The hospital assistants are dressed in a white shirt and trousers, held up by a black belt (*yawn*). The hospital is called "Island". The patients fantasise about being watched by an abandoned house on a hill. The cleverness of the film is, of course, whether the patients' paranoia reflect the state of paranoid fear among us islanders, or whether the audience's reading into these signs is itself a sign of our self-reflexive paranoia. Are we reading too much as an audience? How much is this a critique of the audience's condition "here" on this island, a conscious choice to remain in a safety zone?

At the end of the film, the narrative suggests a romance instead. We are first prepped for this by the nostalgic strains of 80s song <我找到自己> by Liu Wen Zheng, a musical cue borrowed from Tsai Ming Liang's inspired use of Ge Lan's music in his films. The final shot, resting on a female mental patient (acted by Jo Tan), confirms their enduring and redemptive relationship. Perhaps the decision to settle for a sort of emotional resonance provided a necessary balance and relief.

And so expelled back out there, we were able to go for a late dinner of fish and chips.

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For an interview with Ho Tzu Nyen on his film, see this blog and here. Criticine also features another interview.

Post-script: Singapore comix found this journal article about the day release scheme for patients at the previous View Road Hospital, where the film was shot.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

It kept playing in my mind the whole night

Been sick for like 5 days ): sore throat lasted for 5 days.had an infected right eye on monday and recovered.guess what? my left eye is infected now )): i cant even study lah ): bt2 die alr seriously.what a good timing to be sick huh? TSK and moe just dun let us have 1 more week of hols ):

Monday, June 22, 2009

I want nobody nobody but youuu

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY BESTIE!



Summary of last nite: so 5 of us met at raffles city.walked to clarke quay (: met mervyn and januver.walked around to scout for suitable surprise area.we came to this underpass with this guy busking there.was discussing whether to like pay him to help us sing a birthday song to our birthday girl.he had to go crazy suddenly and shouted at us for disturbing him.like wth seriously? firstly,this underpass is not his ok?! secondly,we are not even standing anywhere near him? like we were at the end of the underpass! damn retarded ok?!? rolled eyes at him.and he hurled vulgarities at us.really want to slap his face 99times! TSK TSK! the guys tried to chill.but he had to cross the line and forced them to shout back at him.he deserve it seriously.dunno what he's trying to zuu! drunk,must be.aiyar damn annoying lah! there are really alot of weid ppl at clarke quay indeed.he wasnt the only one we bumped into last nite ):

ok,forget abt him.anw we found this spot by the river and settled down while mervyn and januver picked bestie up (: since she thought she was supposed to meet the council ppl to club,they had to put on an act that everybody couldnt come last min blah blah blah...actually we really feel quite bad towards the councilors.like cus of us and our surprise they have to cancel it.so sorry but thanks alot,really (((: btw we were supposed to go pub with bestie.but due to time constraint,nope ):



zn damn happy! HAHA





sad face ):





what are u trying to zuu minzz huh?!?






SURPRISE!

danced nobody by the river for bestie! damn joke we all forgot the dance steps.no rehearsal also.just anyhow anyhow.had a great laugh HAHAHA


pressie (:

LOOK! their souls left their bodies





jan was damn funny.he held my speaker for super long until i realise and got it from him

sisterhood

happy cucumber family (:


i became januver's pendant without myself knowing it.LOL

best polariod that nite (:

look and learn

clean/unclean (清/污)
the water that we (eventually) drink - photo of lower peirce by J

The school holidays are coming to an end. Marianne Suresh* (13) and her cousins, Ignatius (11), Victor (10), Jacinta (8) and Julitta (6) have been spending most of it at their Grandmother's flat at Ang Mo Kio Ave 1, and clearly running out of things to do. Between helping grandma make dinner or her suggestion to Marianne to "bring your cousins to the reservoir and see the monkeys?", the latter won more votes.

The reservoir is not far away. Marianne can see the mass of trees from the 10th floor corridor where her Grandmother pointed out the traffic junction where she would find the road leading to the reservoir.

It was early evening last Friday when J and I bumped into their little excursion as we, too, took our bicycles to the Lower Peirce Reservoir. We cycled on the path along the periphery of the reservoir, until it ended at a little bridge that led to the golf course nearby. The famous five had also gathered there, having a mini-conference in front of a sign with a waterdrop mascot that introduced the reservoir as "millions of drops of water like me".

"Excuse me," Ignatius walked towards J. "Where is the reservoir?"

"Er - This is the reservoir - " J gestured at the large, clear jade body of water we were standing beside, the supposed source of the Kallang River.

Ignatius and, by now, Victor and Marianne looked at us silently with disbelief for some 2 seconds. Behind them was a 20 by 20 metre concrete pool, exposed and dry. Their eyes told us they thought J was trying to pull a fast one.

"This - " J pointed again at the landscape before him, "is the reservoir."

"Thank you..." Ignatius offered blankly.

They ran back to the sign and wandered closer to peer at the empty concrete pool. Two minutes later, having exhausted their interest in the mysterious "reservoir" that was empty, they would continue onto their next task.

"Excuse me uncle." We heard behind us and turned around to find Julitta. "Excuse me uncle, where are the monkeys?"

"You see those trees there?" I pointed at a spot diagonally across the water, while Uncle J was busy looking amused.

"Yah, there?"

"If you walk there, the trees over there - there's a wooden path for you to walk on - maybe you'll see monkeys."

"Thank you!"

Then off they went, hopeful that they would find the very creatures J and I would rather not bump into.

And so we learn, to recognise the things we are already looking at but do not see. And sometimes, we may need to see and experience the thing on our own before we come to recognise it.

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*Their names and context are made up.

Friday, June 19, 2009

Cuddle

Saw myself studying with wilson in the lib this morning (: lunched and he got to leave for his friend's house.lt came and joined me.was deciding if i shld visit a doc since i was feeling unwell ): wanted B to accompany me there.but didnt in the end.he said he was going to slp.but guess wat? B came to surprise me with liang cha (((: so swt.hehe.he taught me abit of functions (: accompanied the 2 guys for dinner in the evening.then hwh ((: i just hope i wont develop fever tmr ):

sweetheart dearie i miss u two ): pls tell me we can be like before?
S26 outing on tuesday ((: vivocity superdog! hehe.ok.turnup was great (((: 11 of us! love their company seriously! rooftop after dinner (:






sam hongming chingkit dave joseph jialong
katrina kahpoh wenshi joan kenghwee
(((:

the ladies (:




joan and i only have eyes for each other.hahaha


the best pose they can come up with hahaha






look at sam.so cute rite??

we can all squeeze in.perfect!





trained to clementi after that and cabbed to kap to meet minz and hy for overnite mugging (: it was a perfect plan ok? but mac have to freaking chase us out at 2am! wth seriously!?!? dunno what they are trying to zuu! ): TSK so walked to hy house.bathed and supper (: back to books.dozed off and slept till 9am? her daddy sent minz and i to kap.waited for B and lt.the others joined.chatted then the guys left for their soccer match while both of cus bused to jp for lunch and hsh (((: